PRAISE GOD!!!
(sigh of relief)
As of Monday i shall no longer be a lazy bum. I was getting qite worried as i had not heard anything back from Texas Steakhouse since the monday i took the test over the phone. But alas i called them and training shall commence this coming Monday at 3:00. Which means i still get to sleep in, hoo-rah. I was getting pretty stressed with every passing day of unemployment. Waiting has to be the most difficult thing in the world. Even trying to complete a near impossible task is better than waiting for someone else to do it. Humans like to be in control, we like to at least pretend that we have some influence on what goes on in our lives.
On second thought, the only thing worse than helplessly waiting is not knowing if you should wait or do something. But God takes care of me, and though i don't forget that, i sometimes overestimate my own control over my life. All the smarts and wisdom of the world doesn't even compare to the Wisdom that comes from God.
i'm finding myself worrying about the future more frequently than usual. This is in no small part due to the fact that my future may involve Katie (if i'm lucky). That is still just an excuse for a lack of faith, cause she trusts God and she trusts me. So i just gotta stay foused on Him and He'll take care of me like he always has. Not comfortably; but sufficiently.
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